12/22/07

I hate the feeling...

...of not being in the Christmas spirit.

Christmas is my favorite holiday. I count day the months, weeks, and days until the Christmas season. I start listening to Christmas music in August. This year feels different. The holiday season came too fast. It was like "whoa! Christmas already?!?!" I barely did some Christmas shopping today. I haven't listened to Christmas music too much this year. I missed decorating the trees. I haven't made Christmas cookies yet. I just feel awful. Is this season supposed to feel depressing? It does to me.
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS!!!
But at least I am not the only one, a lot of people I have talked to feel the same way.
Weird....

I want to love Christmas again.
The only thing that has helped was the wonderful Christmas package the amazing Samantha sent me. (Thanks long lost sister!)

I hope things get better when my cousin comes tomorrow.
Sorry if I depressed you.
hehe

2 comments:

Samantha said...

Aww. Its sad that I kind of feel the same way...Except I was the only one who decorated the tree...And I made chocolate chip cookies...But it just doesn't seem like Christmas...Knowing what I got, the anticipation is gone... Nothing seems very Jolly around here. There aren't christmas specials playing on every channel and Christmas songs on ever station... It just doesn't seem like the time... Sigh...And its even worse here...Being so used to white christmas' and no snow right now...Except for the mass piles...Its odd...

I want to too. But I'm glad my package could help some! I'm amazing? Woo! You're welcome!!!!

Well I hope Cristina cheers you up!!!! That was the cousin right?a ahahah

And I love your header thing!!! Its cool!

Oh, and thanks for the comments, you're welcome for yours. ahah

Samantha said...

As amazing as S.O.S. is, I love the song Hey there Delilah, so I voted that. ahaha.