Because I'm cool like that...

...I am posting 2 blogs in one day haha

Well this is a poem I wrote. It was written on a train as I stared out the window. Believe it or not...I didnt make any editing. This is exactly how I wrote it in my notebook. I felt as if it didn't need editing. Well....you tell me if it needs editing. Remember...I am NOT a poet. haha


Day Dreamer

Trying to escape reality
Tired of being just me
Gazing up at the sky
Wishing I could fly

I’m just a daydreamer
Wishing and hoping
Laughing and joking
Always daydreaming
Wishing my dreams have another meaning
Life’s better here
Where there is no fear

Rocket ships that fly high
Friends that never die
Full of life and color
Everywhere seems so much duller

Dreaming big
Wishing hard
Releasing my mind of its guard

???

Have you ever felt like you have no clue where your life is headed? Like you are not sure if you took the right path and you sort of regret it?
I feel like that right now. I am so confused about my life. I sorta wish I could go back to my childhood and start over. I would have done things so differently. I would have stopped pretending to be sick to stay home in 3rd grade. I would have actually talked to the classmates who knew my name but I didn't know theirs. I would have participated in choir for all three years instead of just one. I would have told my teacher "YES!" when he asked me to participate in the speech contest instead of shaking my head and hiding. I would have grown a backbone and stood up for myself when I was being lied to and stabbed in the back. I would have held my head high when I was being teased instead of hiding during lunch. I would have stayed in school instead of escaping to the comfort of homeschool. I would have told my best guy friend how much I appreciated his friendship and when he would comfort me by telling jokes and playing hang man with me instead of ignoring him because people were laughing at me because I was his friend. I also would have said a better goodbye on the night we got back from Disneyland because I didn't know it would be the last time I would see him.
These things are all in the past.
I just hope I didn't screw up my future.

*gasp!*

AHHHHH!!!!!

Tw..tw..TWILIGHT!!!

hahaha sorry. Got a bit excited there for a minute. So as you can tell, I am a HUGE Twilight fan (thanks Sam!). I read all three books in a few days. Not my best time, but still good. I believe the fastest I ever read a book was the last Harry Potter one. I finished it in about 12 hours. Yep...I sure do love reading!! Those of you who hate reading...shame on you! You are missing out!

Well nothing really to report here. Moving is boring. I lost my clothes for 2 days so i was in pajamas haha but i found them. Now the only thing missing is my magazines. I had at least 20. Which included my Jonas Brothers LifeStory one.... :(

In other news...I am writing my first fan fiction. I'm rather nervous about sharing my writing. I have only let two people read something I have written that wasn't for school. I fear rejection but I need to hear it if I want to pursue writing and I suck at it.

Oh yeah!! There was an earthquake yesterday!! It was insane!! The whole table was shaking and the lamp looked like it was trying to fly off the ceiling!! hahahaha I thought my dog caused the shaking...oh yeah...that stupid dog bit me and left teeth marks on the back of my hand. Grr....

well thats all for now.

Peace.Love.Hope.

Bad blogger strikes again!

Remember those days when I used to post like 3 blogs in one day? Good times...good times...

Well, moving day is upon us. Dont think I mentioned it on here but I am moving to Arizona. Good bye California! I'll miss you!! Your smoggy air clouded my lungs, making it hard to breath! Your smog-filled air made it seem like there were only 10 stars in the sky. The traffic was wonderful! I just love how it took 10 minutes to go 2 miles! Good bye...see you soon! haha I'm weird.
Let me just say how much I love Arizona! Not too crazy about the heat...but the city I now live in is a much slower pace. Finally...some breathing room (with actual clean air!)

So yeah...there was something I wanted to say...but i forgot. I am having trouble typing so I will type the next paragraph without fixing my mistakes.

haha so yeah here i am typing. wow i catially got that one. i dont hknow why i acant tyet today. i mst be somethinh i ahet or in the air. can ou ven read this? maybe...maybe not. shout out to my bestfed friend Sam!! ahha bestfed...i feel so stpud becuase i c ant type! OH! i got simple plan's new cd! it love it! ts really good. you should get it asap! um...oh yeah! i brougjt my dog to my new house. they is a lot of tile on the floor so when she runs.,m she slides. it sbery funny haha i'll to to video tape it and post it on tupetube so i can chosw how/. man u feel stupuid. GRRR! why cant i tiope topday!

ok...eveoug of that! I mean..ENOUGH of that. haha

Well...i still cant remember what I wanted to say...grrrr...that frustrates me!
Well I will post it if I remember later...

EDIT: I remembered!! HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY!!! Geez..what a depressing holiday..
*sings* Lonely..I am so lonely..i have nobody to call my own... haha :D


Peace.Love.Hope.

Holy Cow!!

I am a terrible blogger!! I haven't posted anything since January 17th!! hahaha well life has been INSANE! Totally insane...For one...i'm moving soon so that is taking a lot of time. Finals just finished so at least that pressure is off (one of my finals was an ORAL REPORT! I hate public speaking) Just life in general has been busy.

AHHH!!! I went to a Jonas Bros concert on Saturday!
It was the best concert I have EVER been to! It was totally awesome. I was sick that day so that plus the screaming and singing=me with NO voice at all haha I really love those boys. They mean so much to me. I can't even put it into words about how much i truly care for them.

In other news...I got a perfect score on my history final! WOOO!! Bye Bye D! I have a B now! haha Only because i procrastinate and am lazy in that class. I have no idea why...

So yeah...sorry that i dont have anything more interesting to talk about...

Oh! I am gonna work on my Joe's Greatest Moments video soon so if you have any ideas...send them along!

=D


Peace.Love.Hope.